Before I found out that I'm pregnant I had already noticed some minor changes to my body. My chest had started to swell and became very sensitive, and I couldn't hold my blatter for anything! Since the last two months my chest had been swelling right before my period, and the fact that i've had a bad histoy of bladdar infections I didn't really think to much of it. So when it came time for me to have my period and it never showed up, i started to become nervous that i was pregnant.
For about a month now i've been trying (enphesus on trying) to maintain a super healthy diet and work out routine to get into great shape for the upcoming summer. I had no plans on becoming pregnant so soon into our marriage. We have always wanted to plan out our babies and pick what months they are to be bore in. We wanted to be married for a year and enjoy just each other before adding to the family. We wanted to save up as much money as we could. We wanted to travel. We just wanted to be in control. (Though I do deeply and strongly admit that both Jason and I have been very "Baby Hungry" soon after we were married.
On April 30th '11 we went to a clinic so I could be tested for pregnancy. They then directed us to just use a stick that you buy at the store. "they are just as accurate, but a whole lot cheaper" they told us. So , we stopped by the store and got 2 tests just in case. We then went home and I took a test, and left it in the bathroom for 2 minuets. In those two minuets I found out from Jason that he was hoping that I would be pregnant, and that he would be sorely disappointed if i wasn't. I also had to admit to myself that I was hoping that I was pregnant too. It was probably less then two minuets when Jason and I returned to the bathroom to the result of "positive". We were so happy and so nervous at the same time. This wasn't something we were planning at all, but were so secretly hoping for. (This was no mistake, and in time we will know it's a blessing.) We went on ahead and did the second test just to make sure, and we got the same result.
The past few days have been interesting. The first night after knowing I couldn't sleep, all I could think about was the baby. 'is it a boy or a girl?' 'will it have my eyes?' 'i hope it's not to painful!' 'will we be good parents?' 'are we ready for this?' 'i'm so happy!' 'I'm so scared.' Everything was going through my mind. The next day we started telling people. Our parents are happy (especially our moms) Jason's sister Lena told us about a website called Babycenter.com - It's been very helpful! - Today I picked a midwife (Named Angela Anderson) and set up an appointment with her on Monday, May 23rd. They said by then we'll be able to hear the babies heart beat. According to Babycenter.com my due date is December 31st. I'm excited to see how things go from here.
Until next time. <3 DoubleH
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